Living
in Silence!!!
I often wonder
who I am, who's this person staring at me
I'm told to be this, I'm told to be that, why won't they just let me be?
With their hopes and dreams I find myself answering to their every whim.
When will I make my own choice? When will they hear my voice?
Why won't they listen to what I'm saying? Can't they see; inside I'm slowly dying.
I feel torn with all the decision to be made, unspoken words that need to be said
I see the constant look of disappointment when their hopes and dreams aren't met.
There's only so much I can do, only so much I can take
The pressure of what decisions they want me to make, I get so confused and lost
The feeling of failure is what I want to subside the most.
Can't they see I need to handle this my own way?
That I know if I don't make decision, I'm the one who'll pay
But this is something I need to do by myself, because its for myself. |
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Rose
No rose you give could match the beauty of your tender face, smile and warmth of your
personality.
Your are my angel, carry me on your wings of desire.
Indeed I must confess, when souls mix ‘tis a happiness,
but not complete till bodies do join ,
and both our wholes into one whole combine.
I wish I had the courage to even call you,
but when I hurt, I hide.
All your kisses and fine words are not enough to heal my pain,
but when we speak I feel myself unfold like a flower.
For a love that will never change, a love that will never die,
a love that is ever new.
Turn to me, acknowledge me, accept me,
and you will know such love, here and now
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SEDUCTIVELY YOURS
I am here , alone with you
Soft Lights, wine, captivating music.
I reach out my hands, you come to me
Hands clasped tightly in mine, not letting go
We embrace, and dance
Moulded together, designed for each other
Flames of passion building, mesmerised by the music
Arousing all senses, hypnotised by the movements,
Bodies moving as one.
I play you, teasing,
Making love to the beat, slowly, sensuously, erotically.
My lips and fingers, seeking, probing
Hands travelling, sliding slow, lips exploring
You, so very slow, inside and out
Penetrating, pulsating
And, as the fires burn within, I possess you.
And you moan with each touch
Every movement I make, you call my name
And when I am through, shocks felt deep within,
I give myself to you.
I am always what you have dreamed, wanted, desired,
I am your fantasy come true
We will play each other, over and over and over,
And then, I will play you, again,
Always hungry for more. |
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Voice Without Words
Falling like
leaves, you and me
With winters that freeze to the heart
An emptiness so large as to engulf an abyss
But small as a tear in a closed hand
Surrounded by a song of deep melody
That flows in a silence
Like the silence of a tree
Like the voice without words
Eyes say
nothing except the reflecting glimmer of a love fallen
Fallen deep, fallen away from you
A picture held deep flies free with the doves
You smile and the world turns
The world burns and ashes upon ashes
Ashes upon dust blow hazily through the night
Far away from you gives misery |
Four Walls
Sitting within
4 walls
Small rays of joy penetrating
Not reaching
Not reaching my shaded corner
I sit as the
hours slip by
An hour glass where sands slip through
Age approaches oblivious to time
Reality bites deeply into my side
Words of
painful yesterday
Eat away at my darkened heart
And that old Nemesis toys;
'Perhaps I was wrong'.
Suffocated in
these 4 walls
The sky grows dim
Shuffling up a hill, where the sun doesn't shine
I slow and wonder whether to take my leave now
But in the still
A few sparks
A few stars lighting a small path
Disappointed in
this reality
Maybe soon these days will be the last
Harsh nights and bitter days until then
Perhaps I'm not alone. |
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Thoughts of You
I lay awake at
night, thinking of you
I'm going crazy, not knowing what to do
My days are filled with thoughts of you
How I love you, If you only knew.
The time we've gotten to know each other
How I have fallen for you, I sit and wonder
Your soothing voice in my head, calms my fears
Your tender words stop the tears.
It amazes me how you, my love, could care
Like a constant reminder that someone's there.
You make things better
I never thought I could trust anyone this much.
With you I see the words freely flow
My deepest
thoughts I seem to show
To me you're more than just my love
We've developed a special bond,
I hope will never end.
I often wonder
what I did to deserve you
If I ever lost you, I don't know what I'd do
All I know is you mean a lot to me
I feel that is something that will forever be.
We don't know
what the future holds
That is something we are never told
I don't know how long you'll be here
I admit, it's my greatest fear.
But even though
my love for you is one so strong
Do you have someone else, in whom you long
My darling, I have fallen so hard for you
Now I sit here wondering what to do... |
"Poems"